I wish I could think of something positive to write about, share a tidbit of my life that is happy and not mired in shit. Hell, I even wish I could just bloody make up something positive, a nice shiny happy little fiction story where everything is good. I'm not that good of a writer to fake something like that.
I'm grasping at straws to try and find something positive here. I did start a new job that pays slightly more than I was making at the gas station; I'm now a stocker at a grocery store. I'll need to come up with some new tales soon.
I have internet access at home again, so I can once again be a pain in the ass to you all on a regular basis here and on facebook. Wait, that might not be positive, depending on your point of view....
I haven't been kicked out of my trailer yet, so that's good.....
Still grasping.....ok here's one. My dog makes me laugh every time I take her outside to do her business.....she grunts like a constipated old man as she poops. I know, that's really grasping.
I think I'm grasped out. But I'll keep working on it. Christopher requested that I do another installment of "Good Me vs. Bad Me" but my sense of humor has been hiding under a rock and doesn't want to come out to play lately. I'll see if I can scrap something together.
How do you find ways to stay positive when your life seems bleak?